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Rx vYY n WY |}l{x? Xtvf t rxY Kt{z n?

Ylzp cx{Mop vlx n|Y lpYf RY YzxY vzz ~l }lx x ~p rj ~lNx. p{Yl WYY n YYl ~[ nYY n yap Yf R Rx rYf [{pz pf yY{Y n {x. Ylzp cx{Mop vlx y S ~[x {p{p yap Yyp p{Yl{x ~rc.

vlY Yl{
~vcx rtq R{ vp~p xl lyj r{lrl YzNxY {p Y}j[ v{  ppl pK { p[x yrz{j[yxY r{l{[p xx. X{p[ pp z~l rtq WlyK r~nxY Y}j l f p[. K Rly, pp ~pn {{ n rpvp ~pny p{p op{l x{xY rtq { xcp{Y X[ v{ ~p Srl Yyp ztx. Tf Wy{ {~p ty {p Y}j, Ylv pK { lyx  { {pp ~{xxp[  yol vox x. {xp Rply{ lvl Rxl Rly r{p R~vpl R~l {p t{ Xf `x. lv ~p R{{p ty Yyp zn ~pn Yvp Yvp lv[ zYxf  {p ~p t{ n Xf `x. zYx  ~vcx rtq ~pn[ p{ Yv Yy rvY Y}j l f [. ~v fv Y}j lv[ [f rtq{ Yl Yypp Yz[ pK { vx r~{p ~x WYv l{l ~v[x. K Rly ~pn rtq ~Y ~Y{Y Ylv l f [v l{p {~ R{z ~[l lll{xY Un[l N. Rply{ Y}j {hl x{zf rl{pp ~pnl, Ylvl Rly ~x R{p ~tql{ lyK [l  pv ~ x.
Rn Wlp ~f...

~~ yf, x, ~vx {p{p  prn.
X{ yf, x, ~vx xp ~Yzrxp {p{p  rn.
Y. cxzYxp[ Y[l yap pK { Yh rlraY t K Y ~fp K ~  Rxp v[ R{opxf xv {N YvY ~n? xmMmx  ~Yzrx xp |M} rgx xfl zx t Wx xm{ rtq p{v R{Y|xY v Sx {y Yy lt{Y v, vf `pp.
yf...? x...? ~vx...? vNv...?
K{ ~Yzr yr rvjY n? W~ pK K ~Yzr yr {p{p Rr [{ R {px rvj SYv{ Rll n? ~YzrxY {p{p l qzv xY ~[l n? pW~ pK Ruvp{l Rp[l ryryY {p{p W{p { l rl[xp Rl{| {pp n? A{ yfYf Rz { vxY Sf Yypp n?
vv xl {yY UulYYxf v{. {h R[x Y xl {pp ~ l n? ~Yzr n? xp rpx {Yz z~p v l vl{ p[x.
Y[l yap Yx ~qp {p A Uolx M] ~{nxYf {y Y xll x vf ~l. vv rl ra n Rl{ rop YMl[ Yvyxf {n. ~Yzr  xm{ rtq{ rgYxf NY{Y ~z~ K Yzp R{|l{ rtq{ x, v p X vN R{oyjx Yyp ~pp.
v[ Yl{f ~{op{ ~{p p ~~YyY{yx[ v{[f p[j ~r~ ~p{.
lv~ xfv K Yz v Xx NY nz npp [ RvyN {fpp Wr x X Rply{ tyK kp N x.
Xx rl ryj WYY p? RY Xx Yl{ yjy{p[ vyz WY t~~pp lyK rtzx xz ~vypf lpp r{p x Rply{ X N zr[p{Yf Rl~pY lt.
vf p Wv lpp p x vv {. Yl{yx k{v ~x x. vv Yvyxp rf {j.
~tpv K yG ~p R~N x vv ~l tz. X{p t n p[ppf Yv x. }j, {a, vyK, ~ }j{zf R r{l X{ vl { Ruyxp x{. A [p YKr{f rl{p ~p n Rrvj x. Wl Sl SYvp X{pf A ~xzz RvlY {x. pll X{ A{ ~l vlv RvlY Yy.
~Rpl r{lrl{z prl v {[ r{p RxlY vGfK  rn[z vGfK {a, }j rtq{ ~p p~Yp{ ~v Cnx x SYl pY WY voNxY Y rY|xY vf ~{x. vlY R YzxY ~f v v{ r{l{zp ~Rpl rf r xp Rxy Rr Y J. Wl ~vcx Tf ~ rayxY p nY{x. ray p Yvf l{ ~N u{x RhkYvY x vv ~l tz. Wl R{z x{z{zp rrl{ ~p ~x np v x ~pp vylp o{p ly[xY x. Wxp Rztt ~ y l Ylplyx y~q Rply{ Wx RvlY Yyp r ny{p vp X{ A{ RvlY Yy. Rply{ x lx  rytn.
l ~{ [xY vp vf `pp Rl |}[ zrxYf Yyj WYl Yy[p ~ v[ A rYzrp ~xzz {lM [xY vp `p ~ x. Sl Rh lyp K Rn~ l{l ~{Y ~v[ r{~vp  K R~pY vp~Yl{xp [h R xl xx vf ~l. Wl...? v{ YltY ~q Yzx {x vf WY` Yy[l ~l Rll{p vYz rlly Yply{p {{ n ~x ~rx [v WlyK r~ pl. v xppf Ul~ [pp YvY n? x  lyK [l  rn[zxp v npp pp ~p RlM ~pp nnpY rvj.
Yz[  ~pn...?
~xv vf Ylv ~ {x. R[ {n rY}jx  R ~G rl l{vl v[ Uh ~YY{  J. Wx zt[l xl{ Rll ~{~ rp r~{ x. rf{ vl {y[pp vv vlY ~ rx [. Ylv[l, v[l zYxf rjp R[plYx rtq  rMmpxY R{ Yy [K Ul~xY v[ ~l yl {x. v n~ tz lll x xp ~`llY vv ~p v{ [. Uj~K R[plY `vY v[ ~lf r~x. A R|l Uj~K `vf to Yypp v[ c[v yYmpx x. r{yN ~fp{ R RYx ~pn[ x.
{~f vYn Yypp?
{~f?
XN
Rn ~{~ xvx v[ {n[l v YMxx {pp Ylv[ {n {Ml{ zt [v ~q ~ll {~x Yy xp [vp x. Wl...? K ~lx ~pn ~v[ r{~ppf lyK Rlv |YxY vf pl.
xpp lyK |} {hY p. tx rllM {h YY ,  {pYz {[
Rx vYY n |}? tyY Xtvf t rxY Kt{z n?
v[ ~p{ n[hlz xpp lvl v pN. x[x rlly Yz{ Ur~xf zYvf ~pn xv  ~v Sl ~vpx.
Wpp t p YvY p x ~pn xpp ~ p ~lfp ly{ x.
Rn {~f y}p v Wp{x xz RK xp{. AYx vf lj r YG WYY pp
xl {yY v[ ~l  [~ xx. K R{~m{ v[ppf ~pn RrY} Yypp pK Rxf UnN vf vf p n? {n {Ml{ zt [vp Rply{ n~ v{l  vf Rx vj[~x x. S {hYfxl rtq rvZl zx~lN vzpv zx t RYy v [~ A vl Rl RYy rY R xppY v, vf `pp.
Wpp ~p x vv x.
Yf n?
{p Kt{p lpf, y}xp Yzayz ~pfM WY [{.
pYfxllY Y xx vf `pp Rvlv ~p vp Rply{ x. ~ry n[x{ v l YYyx. v rtq{ v f[l Rr~pp `vp, pvpxp, v[ ~l  xx. vH ~f{ SppY { ~Y t{f v rl  Rll n? Wx ~ {x Y~ n? v[ K~x vl {p Y[l yap pK { rl ra Rlf [pp vv xl {yY W rf{Y ry. ryj rfN nYj r~p {p ~fp pK Yf Rll Spczx z~ x. W v~ zx J.
Rn Y{{ y rfl tz ~p vf
vnl R~l Rly {p nYpf p {p~ prp.
R~ vn { x.
vn R~ { x.
pl.
K nYv ~x ~{yrx |z K rfp {~[p ~.
{ Yhx [ y Wx vl{p ly
K R~tpv v~ v r{p Rl.
~l l zxY Yf{Y vp vf `. vv n K SpczY { Yhx l { t Rlyv  ~. K tpopxf Yf  ~pp v rvjYvl pN. ~xzzv K Spczx l ~y  lyr ~. Rr[ l ~p{, YyY {ap, Ray|z R{lK r{lK YlyK Yv n? K l rfzxf xp Rll YvY n? K x{z Ry yzp y WxY Rll n? Wx zYx WY Yypp Y{ n?
vv p[ ~. Y{{ {l x. v{l n~ tz ~. xl {yY vf Y[l yap Yx UnlxY ~ {x. ~~ x, W. v rM xp n~Y npp vf rpx. Wl A Rlp v rppp xp  npYf n?
Rr~ yp vv x v[ Yh Yx lf {n. `f vf Rll v[ [f{ yYyjx Yy [v x. vv Wx ~[l xl RYyx [p ~l. vf R{|{ Rll Yzx YvpYyjx Yy[v x x. WY r~p Ylv v Wply v[ tz ~. R[ {n rY}j {Ml{ Rlrl {ply vf n Rll pS{~zz. RpY Rp ~pn[ Ul~x RvYp x{ v[v x. Rx v v{ppf Wpp X{p[p ~`{ ~ppf R{yjxY ~x. Wl...? vx ly  Yl{. K YlN lMYpYz u{xY pl. RvYN ~f rjp lyjx v[v ~q ~pn v vx xlv n? yply{ v v[lf  ~p Rx {~p ty {pp v vj[~vf rvjY n? vx v Yq{ [vf Rf{ U[zY x p n? [p [f z~ p{pp K{ n? Wl ~pn { tzr{pYyYK ~l ~zzYy x{xYf v { Mop rpx {YxY[p zt[l  |} {yr~nx YvY n?
f rf{p r{lrl n|x r{l ~q {p {j rf nY v[ K~x vl W J. n| r{l ~~Yyjx Yyp ~vpl, Wx v [p Wppf Rll v Y{{ R~z  ~x  x xl x.
tyY Xtv[ cx[jx {p{p Xz{y~p p[p ~lf r Yyp ~ RvYp{p r~Y[ bxyrx n~ vv llry{ tz ~. K ~ ~p, ~ Ryc{p K Rxp ~lf rY| Yy ~pp ~x{~ [jp{Y vzz lvp ~l{ r{ y RpYYf {p tz x. K vl X{p l {p `v YvY n? Wx M{apx Y YY ~vplvl{ z~ n? X{p Rrf ~vplvl{ rtq Rl v{lY rp{ ~pp n?
~vplvl{...?
v[ Rn~ xf pK ~vplvl{ rtq ~Yzrx {hl y{z{  rz z~ z{f x p |~l{yxjp {pp tp {p~ x. Up{p~[ A nv nn~ rp~x {~yY l RZjh{ Y[l n|xY Rr {l {v. Urrpp ~Yx rfp v Rr tnox x.
Wl...?
Y cYxY RvYp cpr{yx v p q UlYM}xf p[p Rrf rn[zY vGfp W{ lll{xY Uj~K z~ r[l { Rll n? Rr { npY K vll r~{pp W{ Rp[l R{pvY rtq xp ~Yxp xl{ p{pp n?p [vvp {pp YvY n? Un xp R{ { vl ~f   ryf {fp lyv YlYl Rrf R~p t tj{zp ~vplvl [jx ~ z~ yjx  pvll n? pll Wx ~ Rxp R{|}jx Yy [vf Rr R~vl  ~ppv n? [y{p vp rp~z rn vvjp Rr l Rr UDayjx Yyp {np rtq{  ~t {fvY Rll n? Rr ryKrY plpx l { ShYhY {p{ Rll tno {lr{l, rc  ~q rvjY n? t nK Ryf{ {l `vf Rr R~vl  Rll n?
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