Arunella

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y ~~{..., XJ ~{q q n [t

(c 20 {f xnp y ~~ ~vy{ ll)
Rn {p f zx |} rc{ n~ Rorpx xx xvY uY  n, A Rnyx  rl[x RpYo Yr K Yyp zYx Rl Yyppf ~pnylv ~p f ~p ~x. ppK Wx n~ Rorpx z~ tpn~xY lt rzYxp Rrf Uyv Yyp A{v pN.
Rorp r~~Yyj, rn[zYyjx  Yrr{ y rzYxp zx |} rc{[ Rorpx zK Rxx ~v Yyp f Wxf Wy{ p[ ~p lv |}u{x R~Yy [p, M z[N {fp yy rr~lxp[p Y ~~{p l rl[xp n~ Rorpx Y [vf ~fp Y y{p N. Rx{~YK n Yrr{f zY{p R{~m{z A{f Wy{ r{ k p[ S~xYf zx |} {ryx Uyv xx.
vz~ l rl[xp x Y ~~ y{p ~vv ~v {~yYv c 20 pf x Rl. |}xp xp S[pv ztppp x. yxpxp ~vcx RpY ~v npfv {h Sxp ~f ~v~l ~ ~x xrl {p{p ~x rn[zY xrl Yr Y {px. W~ pK |} yxp xp ~vcx RpY ~v npfv {h Sxp ~f ~v~l ~ ~x xrl {p{p ~x rn[zY xrl Yr Y {px. W~ pK |} yxp xp ~vcx ~l Rorpx zK Rxx {p{p lv[ Rorpx rvjY p{ lx n R Yy[l ~t vp{ rpx. lx Ryl rtq v` RnM|xp X{p ~x vyjx v`p Rrf U[p{ Rl.
~[ R UlK {~l{ lxx. Wx Xf ztpp WY {yY rv. RyvjY p{ {l v ~ YfY Nnp{Y R p{p ~ a ~ p{n[l RlxY ~ zFcvf ~ p{p ~ X {l x xl x. X x xp f Xf v~ vf r{pYvY x xlx. v[ v vl lxl, v vl |Yxl, zYx R|xpv Uy  ~pny ryvMmx Un~ WpK ~ ~xf vYx zt K ~fp Un~ Yr Yyp z.
({p rppyx zt  - Yzx X~YK~)
K y{p, y{xp lx Ryl Rrf r  Rl. vl ryryY Uyvx Un~, Rp[l ryKryN RYy K Rxx {p{p, v{K n~ {p{p Yr K Y ~nyx ~xy ~xxp[ rl[xp RnM|xp S~x Rvyx ~fpY lt Rll x. Rr X{p ~rl Yyv. Ury rn Yyv. n~ Rorpxf, v{K ~{pl{xf, v{K Axl{xf tyrl lMcpxp Wzz {p r{p K vl  Rr ~p Y xl{ Rll A Rl y{p rl z{ [hp[v ~q xY vx. vl vx.
~y ~vy~ vrz[v

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yp{z{

[vp p U~ vz
~~K p ly vpl
{p ~ xpl rf
Sp ~ yp{z{

Y [ppf YpY pl n
~ xpl n~ v tz
~z{ p yp{z{
Rry{f vf rpj

~ [ [ Rj vp
vqY pp{l { xp
xpl ~~ np r ~
yp{z{ f{Y pl

zzl vyxl
{~f rl Y npp
X{ Yz~ Y [ln?
pN yp{z{

{~ {h v  xp
t~ x Kx v~p
X{ Yz~ q [ln?
pN yp{z{
pzpn y~

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ljvzz Y

lpK yG lpK vz {{{f
lpK {j NyjY p Rrf
yc U}j l{yj [K rxpf
Y~ rpK ztj v pxpf

f Yz lpK vz YY Rr
Yf U[yp n{~v [N{ Rr
f f { ym{z R{ [x
lpK vz YK lff [p [x

r rky vz nxpf
 p {f Yy{ v Y
xYh { {fj v[ xpf
v[ y~y {l Szz vn{pf

~[pnyf R y rf z [x
RYyf [x v[ ny{l Yz [x
xYx n{`pl Up WYYv [x
rz ~lf Xx n[p [z [x.
TtG. RK. rzzx[y[,
[ry-ljvzz.

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MzN Y

Rr Yf
Un, ~{~
Mz{p
Rr Yf
Mz rz
~zry Yf
S p
k R~p
vz Uhrz,
Y[zz.

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vplv[ q

y~~{Y Sz{v
~zY tzppK x
vplv
l{ qx
Rnyx Sz{v
{apxY px
Xy{[l
Xtf {h
Spy rMy- [zz.

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vz{ np Y x

vY [` x r{p
t rlY R y{
~ y ~ {n
yp Y ~ x
U[{ v n R~
K  ~K v~ Rf py
lp ~lv q{ RlY...

{zzvl[v
Wvzp [ zY W
vz{..
~  x ~f
M vz {Gx {[
Rp Rl [x W...
px [x y ~x
[p l Rpvf
vfv lyY rK t....

ryy ~vx Wp lY Rl`z [pp
~Y ryy pt{...
Yr z yl S Y
[l vznK...
lp rzly {G
v n{zf xp v[
lt Yh tYxY
Yj ztp ~DaK vnz
p [p....
S { rzly
vz vYj ll y{ Sj tq
nxp[ Rhx
tpv rff R...
n{lx...!

 {y rfr~
t RYz{z z[
z ~y  vl {p...

YppzN k ryx Rnp
~w pnfl {h Wly
~ynK ~p {[yp...
Yj yr tj Rk[p
Y ryj Rlx {vy Yp...

qfv l p r~
Uj Y {[y{ {zrp
v{ npY ~ Yy{
v UY vl xp...

YwY [~ {f ry~v
p{K n {h[p
R xx [` x |pl{
fY S{y q rajh{
~yl YYy[,
(kp rzvz Y{ ~[x)

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xl

~ lxY {pYv YlyKn? Wl ry{z Rxp  Y [hp[j Ry Yz rDEnxY vyf r{j. t[f {j ~ Rlrx tzzp  Ytyxp ~p Y nvp zt x[xY .
~nl n{rx Uh[xvxp Yl Yypp n A Ry uv ~vx [p x.
u}jx xp ~M{Yzp nx. W r{lj u}jx Rnl r{lx. fl r{p Rl. {p~  Rll u}jx Rr Sxf rjp yrYx rv. Wv~ ~nl Yl Yyp vlY{ ~ p R{z[ p{pp.
W [zz, vly, Ktplf [h[~j  Y Rn [h[~pp vppyK, {{xN  Y[zzNx. Uh[ xvx ~rz { R~Yxp ~x [jpY A u}jxl ~v[ v rz{f r~ {ppf Rl. ~rz[ rlj{p ~x rx ~xp Yq{yY [p, yzY [p Rn [x RYyxf Y[zzN, {{xN ny{p  npY ~x rx ~xp k k Rppf Rln?
~r Y xll Yfn? Wx rlyY ~x [vf R~y tyrl r|px.
Y~ {{l nYjl, Ulyl ~v lpv {~[p ryj, ryp u}jxf Wy l{ l{l Yz Mvj  N{. A Mvj Rlp r{f r~ {j R~Yxp[ RYzf zp { l Y~K{z ~{q p{.
- y~Y cxY

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x[x rl[ p xp ~lz

ll :- Y[zz{ t~ ymx rr [x Yzv tKt ryxf r~{ Yh ny{p 15 Y x xv
ruYyp vv,
v  R~x
~y[z x{pp
YKrGf tl Uxpp
Rr p[xl WYY
~zz Yypp
Al p vf
A{ Yypp tp
Xxz v{ vy{p
Rx Wv YM?
h ~nn pp
Xx[zz pry ~p
v xppn?
rp~zYf [p
vzY rc Yyz
t ~  tzz
qf p{pp
WlYf l nx
Rllvx
j ylpxY,
hK[h, Yly.

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tq{ [x  ~{q

Y[zz{ [Kvpx  ny{p...
R~Y pwz[  ~{q vp yyxx
A [z [x... lzx Yp {
p~p[ pvp xn rr~x,
Rvp ~p xn rr~x vN
[z [x A  ~{q vp yyxx

v{ UY xp lp rh{ Uyp
 ~pxY {z ~ vl
Yy ~p Rovxp[ Yy R|{x Sf{j
pwz[ vyj vaYx v{ UY xpv {j Rx

v{ YpY[   p,
v{ UY xpY ~ p K Rov ~p [ R
p~p xrp, Uwzf ny{p pnn xrp
~ pK A ny{pl K z~ vy lyzf x{p{ x lv
n{lp R~rp
R[l pwz Rxp v {p~p 
nYy  R~ R~Yxp[
 ~{q v{[p p[, A zrx, ~rxY  p
K r{ pzp Y
R[ll pwz Rxpv {p~p
R{x pwzf ly xpY{l K v rN.
Yv cxylp - {yYrz.

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Rnyxf Rnyx Yyv

rrp Y~vY ~{q q q
Wr W r Yh zppf
R~Y n{lY ry
Wr ~ ~p {ppf
R ~p~ zt [ppf
Wr ~ w xppf
Uyv ~p~ `{ply
Wr Y Yz zppf...
U~pv zYxf Wx pp Sy  tz[p vz rYy p{p{. z~~p rf ~vpz vzp vzf r xp{. Yy [l Rp K x {jl ~vy l Rlyv {z... vzY ~{q pp, ~vpzxY[ z~~p tzppf Y X{pf ShY... z~~p vz rrply ~vpp A vz vl [l [x... Al ~vpz {[ vz {x~ [{p X{p [p [l lppp Y{ypn? [l [xpp Y{ypn?
Rn vz lyjx l{z N{l Xt v ~v[p WYl {p{ ~llx. r~z {~plx [{p A R~vl x{pnx Rn py{p Rpo {z. y[xp yl{z. Rzxp vz{z.
Rnyx,
lxfl {h Rnyx...
z py R~{zp ny[zp Rny [[{z Rly lyjx nYz{z. tzx, |Yx, c{x cz ryf [~[p [p. Rnyx cz|xY {[ xz X{p l{l,
A Rny [` [wy pK k x xlx. p[wy pK k p[x xlx. R{Y Rnyx [wyx. kx. K {[ npp xp  npn? t Rx k p[ [p Wp Rnyxf Rnyx Yyp{. Al, A Rnyx pvxp Wpp R~N vty kx.
r n{~{z RKv[ Ujvf [z{z, RKv[ z~~p R~  tz[p x. A z~~p R~ nY lv Rnyx rl {j. Rnyx, p[lYv, RyY}{, Yyj{, ll{x, ~p~ K vnv A n{l z tj. A Rnyx R~vpY tz vvx ~ Rr vl{Y y [vp [ll.
Al,
v{ lyzzf tv y
YyvYYy {~l Yz
lx {z[p
~vpz Rlxf
Rxl xppf t...
 rlp Rnyx y~ `K v {jl, r n{l p Y zY {pYf rl rf WpY ~z{pp [ll.
Rnyx Ulllyx.
Rnyx, tzx xn{p zvp  xrr{p  ~x[l px. UlK Rnyx R{c Rnyxpv zt[l xlx. xp{p rMz tY zY{ xn, Rr lyjx xp Rnyx pztj f rlz, Yh lz vlrp Rnyx yl rx [z[p [x. Rnyx Yyr lYf vlp {yx Rl {j.
lxfl {h Rnyx...
xpp r|pMmxY {j A ~vx. Rnyx {r n{lY ryp lt ~t Rnyx p v`yz xpp p.
A ~vx, Rn lyjx Rlyv {z xz xpp ~{pp. nYz{, r{, vY [ppf  ~vcx Yr rpp  xp p vp~Yl{x A n{l{z rz [p. p, ~, v~ [jp Rnyx {vy Yyp ~rK{l Rr Rly [{~pp W xmMmx Ryl [p{ppfx.
ly t{, ~nyl{x, R{YYv vp [z R ~vl RnyxY lyK [ppf t{p lyvf Rn ~vcx Yy{z. A ~v Rnyx Yf{l y ~ ~l{zp rp xppf llpp{.
Al, ....
Rnyxf Rnyx Yyp, n{l Rr Rly YlYl R. z rf R~{zf p{, lxv Rnyxp ry{[p R W{p { l{zf v z{Yv Rnyx Yyp t{ ~t{. UlK { ll{xp YMY| { r{Y {{l R~{nnppf tzxY X{p ~l x. nvrxpf, [y{ypf, x{pf, pxpf X{p Rnyx. l{l n{lYf yj Yf Xtf, vf, [f, vzf, ~lpf Rnyx l[ Yyppf A UlK n{l vv {lx.
~t Rnyx kx... rlx..., [wyx...
Rpo R~{f {h ~tv ~pnyx.
W{p { ~t RnyxY y~x lxf WYvl Yy[ppf x{ Rr lyjx ryKry{f  N{x xpp Rr v[v rlv x xlx.
z~~p vzf tvyp Wx yp [pp
Up Yvx vz r r Yy zpp
ry{j vzf t x Y~l {pp
vz p [l xlx rly Y [pp...
RM. WK. Un} Yv nxylp.
[zzzz - vp{y.